Giler

2004-09-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

hey peepz......new poem!newpoem!hahaha hope ya'll like it....
Faced by the punisher he knelt down...
As binded by the darkness unto his sinned life...
Swept by the winds of death does his soul cries out for mercy,
Is the way of a fallen angel and his followers...
Shunned out by the One from the Holy Ground,
Deep into the blazing fires of the untold Hell for the Damned...
Man will suffer by his punishment...
The unholy will be the followers of the fallen angel and Hell...
Death Unto His Own as the souls cried out loud,
Alas the ruler of Hell will rise deep beneath the ground....

2004-09-04T10:18:00.000+08:00

well....im freskin bored in dis malay workshop thingy....but d gd thing is,tk yah gi np...wooohooo!!!!!!!!!!but i cant see d sec 1's...boohoohoo...aniwaez i failed 4 subjects in ma common test...so im gonna b slaughtered by my mum...so peace outz...........

2004-08-25T18:23:00.000+08:00

wazzuppppp people......i'm back again....wit a new poem...itz been a long time since i wrote 1...hehehe...so same rule apply...not goin out to anyone...i think...('',) i dunnoe to giv wad title....giv comments k?hehe
Memori hanya tinggal memori...
Kenangan bersamamu hanya tinggal sekadar illusi...
Aku kebingungan...inginku menangis atau ketawa?
Aku berasa lega atau kecewa?
Terlintas wajahmu di ingatan...
Terukir sebuah senyuman...
Namun begitu,mengapa aku terasa resah?
Apabila mengenangkan memori indah..
Banyak persoalan tersirat dihati...
Mengapa kau membuatku sebegini?
Apa salahku terhadapmu?
Atau mungkinkah ini angkara perasaan egoku?
Aku sedar siapakah aku dimatamu...
Hanya seorang kawan semata-mata buatmu...

2004-08-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

dis one my fave song n de chorus very meaninful eh ad?hehehe
McFly - Obviously
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
For cheating
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

She's outta my head
And I never know where I stand
Cos I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)

2004-08-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

heyho....wazzup peepz.....first up,i'm goin to b away 4 a pretty long tyme....unless i haf a new poem to share wit ya'll...well cut ma hair short redi...can do spike ala punk....hahahaha...i bought Avenged Sevenfold's cd....all u metalheads shud buy it man......life has been de same....maths still suck...ma classmatez are still eccentric...i'm not depressed anymore....heh....i juz stuffed maself wit chocolate juz now....da lame tk telan choc...skali-skali makan choc cam sedap gituk...hahaha...k lahz...peace out peepz....until nxt tyme....Freaky G

2004-07-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

holla peepz......first up...i had fun during racial harmony dae...took lotsa pic...n ras burn all de pics 4 me on a cd ayte???thx bro....sooo i'm here coz i haf a new poem i wanna share wit ya'll...as always...not goin out to aniwan...
Aku disini hanya menanti...
Kepulanganmu yang amat diingini..
Namun hari sudah semakin gelap,
Dan panggilan-panggilanku tidak terjawab...
Aku resah...
Aku pasrah...
Terdengar namaku dipanggil perlahan...
Lantas kuterbangun dari lamunan khayalan...
Kenyataan pahit bak hempedu...
Kau telah meninggalkan daku...
Dan sudah pun menyahut seruan Illahi..
Aku merebahkan diri ketanah sepi...
Hanya doa yang dapatku serahkan padamu...
Dengan itu...Aku meninggalkanmu
Sebuah warkah cinta...
Supaya kau tahu cinta kita tidak akan hilang semata-mata...

2004-07-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey...new poem...goin out to evrione ah...pls dun terase.i did dis as a time passer....it is not goin out to aniwan....('',)
Teringatku Kembali
Semasa kami sedang bercinta,
Kau pernah memberitahuku bahawa
Akulah satu-satunya yang kau cintai...
Kemudian selepas terputus hubungan kita,
Akulah satu-satunya kau benci.
Aku membelai tanganmu lalu meminta maaf,
Kau benci akan mukaku ini...
Aku merana selepas kau tiada,
Aku menangis terasa hiba...
Setiap malam aku menangis atas ketiadaanmu
Telahku meminta maaf beribu kali..
Tetapi aku tidak kau hampiri...
Kemudian aku ternampakmu..
Inginku bersua denganmu..
Kau dipeluk seorang jejaka...
Aku sedih pilu...
Rupanaya ini semua sebuah lakonan...
Dan kau menyalahkanku sebagai alasan...
Tidak inginku menjumpaimu lagi,
Selepas hatiku,kau lukai...

2004-07-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

holla peepz....well to start off dis shit...i've bought 2 cd's from hasanur...No Doubt greatest singles n crazytown's Darkhorse...orite arh...fun....nuthin much happened ah nowadays...i think i post long2 olso no use.....so i cut tis short...peace outz.....

2004-07-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

AVENGED SEVENFOLD

"Unholy Confessions"

"I'll try," she said as he walked away.
"Try not to lose you."
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confined in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.

dis one my new favourite song...hehehe

2004-06-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

holla peepz.....well de first dae of skool went quite well...we haf a new history teacher mr loh aka oi!/skinhead....reason being he is botak.....nuthin much has changed wif de rest of de teachers...everithin was pretty fine...as usual durin chem me n suk sat 2gether n talked bout euro 2004 n stuff...stayed back in school to do summary...den me,suk,ammar,wak n bob went 2 TM/CS to see soccer boots....coz suk wanna buy one b4 saturdae....went home at 4.30....slept n sms my sister...haiz...later muz do hmwk given by mdm foo....banyak sioulz....k lahz..peace outz....

2004-06-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

SayangKu Yang Satu...
Aku disini...
Tanpamu disisi...
Aku hanya dapat menapa rindu,
Tanpamu mengetahui...
Di matamu,kita hanya sepasang kawan semata-mata..
Tetapi di hatiku ini...tiada siapa yang tahu...
Entah mengapa aku masih menyayangimu,
Mungkin ini adalah tanda rinduku padamu...
Aku merasakan bahawa diriku ini bodoh;
kerana telah melukakan hatimu dengan begitu dalam..
Aku hanya mampu meminta maaf,
Atas kesilapan silamku...
Sambilku membelai tanganmu,
Aku merasakan bahawa rinduku untukmu
Tidak akan hilang dengan begitu sahaja...
Dengan itu...
Inginku mengucapkan supaya engkau sentiasa bahagia...
Akan tetapi..Aku akan tetap berada disini menunggu kepulanganmu... Cinta ku hanyalah untuk mu dan untuk mu seorang....

2004-06-25T14:59:00.002+08:00

2004-06-25T14:59:00.001+08:00

2004-06-25T14:59:00.000+08:00

Solaris, dragon of the sun. A breed that raised
over 200 milion years ago. You can only find
them living in the mountains. They are adapted
to sun and fresh air and they live mostly in a
cave near the tops.

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2004-06-24T16:25:00.000+08:00

holla peepz......i lurve my Pri Sch mates n ma NPCC freakz.....ok..on tuesdae i went to ma fren's bbq pit for ex-gsp (gongshang primary)people....fun siarh altho most of dem i dunnoe, it turned out 2 be damn fun!!!!!!!!hahahahahaha....i was reconciled wif ma 2 brothers.....Shafiq n Firos......n ma distant-brother khairul....made frenz wif charmaine,qing zhe,n sum oders frm ex-6.9(2001)...i went home at ard 11.45...woke up at 6.30 coz i asked zarifah 2 call me to wake me up...thx ifah....n went 4 P.O.P...(passing out parade)...went home at 10.30 then met up wif bryna,soo fang n farhanah(3E3) to go for lunch n 4 de FAREWELL NYTE 2004!!!!!!!!!gereq giler.....me wantin 2 be different...hehehe wore de nco shirt n a leather jacket over...very de x-tra...i paid dearly 4 wearin de jacket as i was sweating most of da tyme...hahahahahahaha....de nyte went smoothly thruout...onlie when de cake dat we haf bought was locked up inside de staff room...sum of de girls includin bryna cried...so after khairudin's n syaz's performance of here w/o u,me n helmi rushed down to de parking lot outside de general office to c how de gals were doin....we left dem 4 a while n den we heard shouts n screams....de man in charge of de general office gate came back n de cake was saved....i was soooo happy n relieved....hahaha...went up 2 de hall n finished de event n remaining cake after bein served to de NCOs,CIs n officers...chilled at longjohn a while and took a picture wif bryna to finish up the film...reached home at 11 sms sum people den went 2 sleep...i wud lyk 2 thank asri n hafiz bz 4 takin care of de AVA yesterdae nyte....n de helpers,soo fang,zubaidah,farhana n de rest hu went up dere wif de AVA guyz... peace outz...hear from me soon......

2004-06-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

Liberalism. You are an Liberal, better known as an
Anarchist. You don't believe in any form of
government, peroid. Anarchy is your style. You
see the short comings of power and you lothe
all forms of it and those who quest for it.
You're most likely a very dark, but cool
person.

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2004-06-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

holla.......well hello again....hmm...to start dis thing off...sum stupid ass thinks he/she is funny n place a URL on ma tagboard... well...how about a news update....it aint funny...so i wud be very pleased if no more such stupid things will turn out on my tagboard...please update dis info in ur thick skull a.k.a head... okay....i juz got back from a 2-dae cip work at de library...8hrs n 7hrs seperately....fun arh...werk wif syamimi,helmi,dinah,bernard n a few more....i dint noe dat being a librarian is very tough....haiz...sad to sae but itz been fun.... hehehehe...well peace out peepz......holla at me yeah...Make Hardcore Fun!!!!!

2004-06-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

holla peeepzzzzzz......well...i had fun during de 3 days of NCO day-camp.......i had fun wif all of ma peepz from NP....a had fun wif different people coz evribody is unique in deir own wae....i mingled ard wif helmi,dinah,soo fang,bryna,sulaiman,kian wee,zarifah n de rest.....tho' my feet r in pain,i did not regret coming to de dae-camp....haiz de worst part of de camp was de end of it....sooo peepz....i'm an official NCO babeh!!!!!!!!peace outz....holla at me yeah?!!!!!Make Hardcore Fun...

2004-06-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

Mors

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2004-06-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

Dragon:
Dragons are very mysterious creatures who often
live alone in caves with hoards of gold. You
keep yourself from others and contain many
armoured plates for defence. However, you will
be kind to others if they are kind to you. You
are very thrifty and rarely waste any money.

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2004-06-06T12:24:00.000+08:00

holla....de Unity of Aggression gig which was organised by Irwan Jackalhyde was a blow.....gereq giler...although deathsynth's performance was a total wreck....it goes lyk dis...ammar went to johor so when de gig starts,deir performance was pushed back 2 de last at 10.30...dey were actually de first to perform but...den during deir performance,de guest vocalist cock up at the trooper n master of puppets so fadhil went to sing 4 deathsynth...the mic was not loud,ammar's amp was not loud,yan's zoom was giving hell,the vocalist....haiz...at de end of it dey perform 3 songs wif 3/4 of de crowd gone....n suk lost his bag containing his bro's discman n his house keys....haiz...but de performance by the first band(dunnoe wad name),jackalhyde,7 pound vein,a band wif a female vocalist n a screamer n a mat saleh band was awesome..... i got 2 witness how dey moshed n saw aashari headbang n mosh too... hahaha...as 4 me,i stayed back n enjoyed de music...de best song 4 me was unholy confessions covered by the 7 pound vein...gereq sioulz....den got dis girl ah hasanur nye kawan...in charge of the tickets...cute giler sioulz....dunnoe wad her name...she is like blur but cute type....k lahz....peace out n MAKE HARDCORE FUN!!!!

2004-06-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

holla peepz.........what's hangin'?haiz...quite bored actually.... juz now went 4 de maths n english thingy....BORING!!!except dat we got to watch bend it like beckham n tomb raider...a bit onlie... n de nyce teacher gave us free drinks.....den went home changed ma clothes n went fridae prayers...went back home straight n cooked maggi+wanton+crabsticks+mixed veggies+onion+fish cakes....n went 2 do de design 4 de np t-shirt....oryte arh...i hope its de chosen design....hehehe...dint get to eat...met up wif farhati n huda 2 pass her de design...followed ma sis to afghanistan went home at 5.20 den i get 2 eat.....hahahaha...haiz...bored as hell....cant go to frenster coz got sum probs....hish....k lahz...peace outz... holler at me yeah....

2004-06-03T15:16:00.000+08:00

holla....whazzzzzzzaaaaaaaa....well i'm practically dead coz i dint go 4 english n maths x-tra classes....bad ryte....haiz....nvm i'll face reality as i noe its my fault...a gd leader admits his/her mistakes.....chaywah....u noe...after goin 4 de leadership thingy i've learnt dat u wun noe until u take de first plunge... de crucial first step towards sumthin....initiative in oder words...i see myself as a follower n i dun haf dat courage to make de first move unless i am desperate...hehehe...bedek jek...but seriously i hope to get more chances to better myself....leadership is not a sprint but a marathon instead....so peace out peepz.....hear from me soon.......

2004-06-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

holla peepz........i'm back frm de camp...it was damn bloody fun man.....met new ppl do sum interestin things...very fun...went 4 dragon boating,lectures,night walk from tampines to pasir ris n back again.....had an amazing race thruout tampines.....de food was great....had fun mingling ard wif sofieyana(3e3)raihana(2e1) hamzah,ying zhen,jie zhen,basketball boy(dunnoe wad name)farah farhanah,izrul(2t1),babs,annabelle n 1 more 4get hu...my group... den lek2 at bunk wif siddique,ridzwan aka wan galah,adly n raimi...fun siarh all dis people.....haiz....learnt a lot..i think....hahaha...k lahz peepz...peace outz n holla at me yeah...

2004-05-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

holla...wazzup....haiz tmr got leadership camp....sianz....lucky got ad,rostam,fidi,iyull n sum oder of ma peepz....mcm sioulz arh...i hope it's gonna b fun....my holidaes gonna be a quick one...ade x-tra class lah ape lah...beloh....haiz...i can't go 2 de Linkin Park gig coz ma mum dun let....lucky can go deathsynth gig.....so peace out peepz.......holla at me yeah...buhbyez....

2004-05-27T16:27:00.000+08:00

holla....so i'm back frm de science centre...this tyme it is not as kecoh as when we go to disco....haiz....cam boring gituk....but the omni theatre was fun almost felt as though it was real....i'm bored....i dunnoe wad to write about....n i wonder when will i get ma top-up card frm nurlina......haiz....man i'm damn bored...so peace outz.......

2004-05-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

holla!!!!!!!!!wazzzzzuuuuupppp people?so i failed 2 subjects overall...thankfully i passed ma history....i had a talk wit ma mum n maybe i'll b havin tuition nxt term...tis is wad my mum said:"better buck up on your maths...tak kesah lah at least get a 6,capai 6 jek bleh msk poly...mama nak kau msk tuition nxt term jadi kau leh improve"i was like ngok dulu arh.....coz i very scared i cant cope wif the homeworks...i sure kena tekan by mam foo nxt term.....den mr hafiz konferm masuk jugak....mane nak cope tu nak cope ni.....haiz...stress....but i guess ma mum is correct i haf 2 do sumtin....haiz...i hope i haf de courage....2 dose havin a stressful tyme rite now...i juz wish u guyz n me loads of luck.....peace...

2004-05-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

heyloz n welcum again to the beloh show.....2dae nuffink much happened....go main tembak-tembak at toa payoh range....tempat da kecik nak mampoz abe skola belambak.....macam sardin dalam microwave oven sioulz....sardin pasal tempat tu packed...dalam microwave pasal panas nak mampoz.....haiz.....tunggu cam nak rak.. abe hujan...humid giler sioulz....lpas da main tembak2,7 org jek dpt badge tu...bryna dpt full marks...bagoz sakz........pas tu balik skola ade farewell nyte nye bende arh....haiz...orite ah... macam2 lagu aku letak kat dlm....wakakakakakzkaakka...pastu balik tido....cam sioulz...takde lyfe sakz.....k arh wadeva it is kan, hidup aku memang boring....k lahz people....peace n hear frm me soon......\m/

2004-05-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

hollerrrrrr....heiyah people....results amacam?bagoz?kalau bagoz...bagoz lah tu...kalau yang tak bagoz tu...bagoz2 kanlah... hehehe...sorie...4 dose hu dint do dat well 4 de examz,fret not kayz...tabahkan hati,look over yer mistakes n get on wif lyfe... otayz...dun think about it 2 much...it will eat u up slowly....kay lah i'll stop blabbering n start tellin u ma results....okay...i failed 3 freaking subjects...maths n combined humanities r expected but i am very dissappointed when i got to noe i failed my history core...haiz...lady luck is not on ma side....i haf a lot of Cs,Bs 1 or 2...As 1...(malay)haiz...like f*** siarh...urghhhh.. i dun noe if i hadn't put in effort or wad arh...but i noe i dissappointed maself n maself onli arh...hu cares bout de rest of da people...my life is in ma hands...n i blew it good man...haiz.. wadeva it is...i'm chillin'...eh if u all fell stressed when reading ma posts tell me kayz?i barely write about happy stuffs... hahahahahehehehe(",)so peace outzzzz....until next tyme on da beloh show.....\m/

2004-05-19T17:57:00.000+08:00

holla if ya hear me........amacam peepz ada baik?baik...bagoz... haiz niari aku blog dalam bahase pasarlah ye???haiz...boring ah datang skola....cam budak beloh sioulz...aku nye file da cam siak...macam2 paper kat merate tempat dalam bilik aku....leceh ah ni principal...wad a load of bull....haiz...den aku rase cam aku ni unwanted sakz dalam klass...mungkin ni aku nye guilty conscience or paranoia ah but haiz...aku pon tak tau lah....lagi satu bende....aku ade merasekan kehangatan perasaanku terhadap seorang wanita...chey wah...cam betol jek...walau pon aku suker die,AS IF DIE NAK SUKER AKU...haiz...wakakakakakakakakakakakaka... aku da start mengarottttt...G BELOH G BELOH G BELOH....blueh... bullshit....AKU BELOH!!!!!!!!!MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA...k lah aku agak korang pon da naik songeh....heheheheheheehhe...so peace out people.....until next tyme on de Beloh Show.....\m/

2004-05-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

holler peepz..........de examz are OVER!!!!!!!!!!!wooooooo.... gereq siarh juz now me,ammar,shainas n mary go out 2gether...first go bugis den go peninsula met up wif gerard n shafiq awhile den go to tampines.....fun siarh....take neo print all dat....de best thing is i get to be outta de house....hahahahaha....haiz tmr skoolin.....liyk shyt siak......urghhhhhhh...dunnoe wad to bring to skewl also.....whatever it is i hope to be chillin tmr.... haiz.....so peace out peepz.......hear frm me soon..... Freaky G outz n chillin'......

2004-05-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

hey yah peepz....wazzhuppppp....haiz i now very bored....mondae go out wif ma pri sch frenz to celebrate ma fren's b'dae at pizza hut.....had fun den went home at 10 plus....yesterdae nuthin much happen...i dint go 4 de np thingy...went home straight n sleep...juz now in skewl orite arh....gereq.....ade memberz per... n de councilors tak habes2 suroh kite kluar klass mase recess time....cam suke2 jek dorang....bler dorang da jalan ape lagi,kitorang masuk balik ah.....haiz.... dumb ppl do dumb things....but not all de councillors lyddat....like azmir....he is one of de relek'est' councillor in ma class....hahaha...can depend on him when his fellow councillor tried to get us out of our class....sooo...a salute to azmir.... den actually wan go wif deathsynth to watch dem jam but malas arh...went to tm wit ad n ras...went home sleep n here i am now....blogging....sooo peepz.....haf fun....may not blog 4 some time due to de exam period......peace out.....Freaky G outz n chilllin'.....

2004-05-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

wazzzzzzuuuuuupppp people?????how'd ur dae went by?good?heh...mine sux... but de good thang is dat i top up ma prepaid redie....wooohooo.....watched de billboard awards juz now n Evanescence's performance totally rawkz....kool siarh.....den juz chilled at home n read a malay novel...cinta pertama....touching kau.....haiz...so here i am blogging......dunnoe wad to rite about also....k lahz... peace out peepz.......Freaky g outz n chillin'.....

2004-04-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

heylozzzzz.......whazzzzzzzhhhhhhaaaaaaa??????!!!!!!haiyah...boring giler sakz...wednesdae was fun.....my peepz...suk,wak,r.asyraf followed me home to lepak and put sum of deir books here to tompang 4 awhile....den played taiti, ate n njoy....den soon adly came over as well....den i took out my guitar n r.asyraf played tigerlily n perfect friend...n we record on tape....klakar giler....den r.asyraf forward de tape n our voices sounded like chipmunks....klakar....den went to pantai n went home wif iyull....den yesterdae went to malay remedial wif ma peepz....afta dat lepak in skewl 4 a while...den went to pantai 2 play taiti.... soon it started to rain...me,wak n ad went home 2gether...wak n ad took 8 at interchange den it was me all alone to brave de rain....went home took a bath den slept due to de perrrrrfecttttt weather....den juz now early in de morning redi got a shock....nur gunting rambut....lawa giler sioulz.......cam punk rock haircut gitu........terluper nak compliment die juz now....den got paper 1's....afta de whole dae...actually nak gi prayers but at a turn of events,mw ad n mal went 2 burger king instead.... terjumper si nur ngan dak2 AVA ciner.....pastu balik ke pantai....acap came shortly afta dat n azhar n fadhil also joined in....den went home wif ammar n fadhil.....2dae orite jugak ah.....n ras sorrie pasal tadie aku tak jawab call kau... my hp batt went dead....so peace peepz....Freaky G outz n chillin'.......

2004-04-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

well hello dere once again ma fellow peepz.....frenz n foes.....all is welcome to my blog...haiz.....2dae very boring.....aiyah like everidae lah....boring also....beloh arh....haiz....juz now got maths remedial....aku pon main2 arh....skali si mdm foo ckp u must finish until Q5 by de end of lesson.....aku pon naik cuak.....ape lagi perah otak ah......meja bersepah ngan paper ngan buku.....aku da terpekik terpukau mintak calculator dari si kiat ann......nasib baik lah member aku si adly tu tunggukan aku kalau tak habes arh...merane sorang ah aku nie.....haiz.... go home finally my mother cooks....chicken rice....ape lagi....da takde org kat umah...aku rembat tu bende sampai aku kenyang........pastu....tido!!!!mcm mane perot aku tak membesar?hari2 makan jek keje aku.......k lah peepz....korang pon da naik boring aku agak....so peace out.....Freaky G outz n chillin'........

2004-04-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

heyho peepzzzzz....what's chillin'.....????????so mr hafiz decided to cancel the test.....like fuck siarh....da blaja penat2....haiz....aniwaez bagoz jugak ah....aku pon tak confident sangat...sooo..as de dae went by,i was really tired n restless... seriously man....den during maths,i got 2 noe dat i was chosen 2 go 4 de leadership camp dis june.....i was like....biar betul sakz.....6 ppl were chosen frm NP....me,ifah,mimi,helmi,bernard n farhati.....i went down 2 de canteen jek si dinah da terpekik terpukau....aku da tak bersalah abeh die pegi tendang kaki aku kalau sekali takpe ni 2 kali die tendang aku....lengoh kejap sak kaki aku....haiz... wad to do...endure jek lahzzzzz.....den me n suk lek2 at TM....went home ate n searched my room 4 bio common test....lucky can found....fuh!!!so here i am blog-hopping n blogging.....listening to Norther a melodic death metal band....n i may be going 2 deathsynth's gig dis june 5... can't wait 4 dat....but now haf 2 concentrate on my MYE first...so peace out peepzzzzzzzz.......Freaky G outz n Chillin'.....

2004-04-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

heiyah peepz....whaaazzhhhhaaa???????!!!!haiz boring sia....ahhh...'bout yesterdae....gereq gila punya....came at 7 n almost late...quickly change into Full-U den panick coz haven put on any badges.....get my civil defence from OCJ den kelam kabut put ma hp n wallet into my bag....wahsey i tell u...b4 de speech dae got drills....ni sumer keje si wan yi tu arh....but itz 4 ma own good coz i dun noe hormat dat good....so practised n practised...until de actual thing....nervous abit coz scared do wrongly....wakakakaka....i was waiting 4 de band 2 play a few songs but....dunnoe y de band was silent....i was hoping 4 sum music man.... damn de freaking band....afta dat 'celebrate' at 3n2's class....lek2 lepak2..... eat mc'D....shiok dok....hahahaha....den went home watch pokemon b4 goin 2 sleep...afta sleepin,went out wif deathsynth 2 watch dem jam.....si suk buat hal pegi tido....so ammar was de drummer....den afta dat me,ammar n sanoe went 2 peninsula n walk2 abit.....met up wif joe at de new cd store at peninsula....gereq....anithing n everithing metal cd's is dere... den went 2 eat....den went home....me n sanoe talk like deres no tmr.... rancak giler sioulz.....den went home eat den sleep........den 2dae very boring as always wake up at 10....watch xiaolin showdown followed by YuGi-Oh den watched POWER RANGERS WILD FORCE!!!!!!!gereq gilerrrrrr.....2 bad dint watch power rangers time force coz ma mum switched channels......den sleep got a call from suk....almost 4get bout de bio test tmr....study a while den blogging.....going 2 continue study later on......so peace peepz......haf a good dae.......Freaky G outz n Chillin'.....

2004-04-23T15:56:00.000+08:00

heiyah again peepz....haiz...feelin quite down actually.....juz now me fattah r.asyraf wak ad n ras neva go fridae prayers den ho lian shi saw us at sembawang music centre at century square...den when we went back 2 skool to help mrs abbas,ho lian shi tell her we neva go fridae prayers.....can see de dissappointed look on mrs abbas face...den she ajak makan pizza...actually tk nk makan budden dier da ajak den wad to do....kiter setakat jamah jek ah...1 piece each....den here i am now blogging.....tmr gonna be fun n hectic....got speech dae...fall in at 7 am...cam sial sakz....aku takot tak bangun jek sakz....k lahz peace out peepz......Freaky G outz...

2004-04-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

heiyah peepz....sorie dint upd8 4 a while...been bz wif stuff like bio and guitar n smsin peepz....stress....had my pft juz now tiring siarh....hahahaha...but fun...i had not cleared a few items on de board.....wakakakaka....had a fun time wif ma frenz and practically lauf a lot...den bob found a skirt and waer it halfway.... klakar sioulz.....den went home wif bob n ridhwan (sup tulang)....haiyah ammar print out de 7 nations army tabs and mayb i can master it by 3 daes.... hopefully...pray 4 me aite?hahahaha....juz now i may b sum sort rude to dian...u noe arh i was at de sit n reach thingy den de shoulder board was a lil bit far away...i dint noe dat farah was dere so i was like 'eh depan skit arh....' i turned back n i was like alamak!i said sorie a few times dunnoe she heard me onnot.....so haiz....dunnoe arh....k lahz peepz... peace out rite from de mouth of Freaky G.....

2004-04-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

heiyah peepz of all ages....frenz or foes...i'm back again 4 another dae's worth in de life of Freaky G...well as predicted,dint go 4 np....met up wif ras,r.asyraf n wak 2 hand in our geog project....me n ras stayed outside skewl coz neva go np wad....we saw shikin(naz de lil sis)...den we proceed 2 tm 2 play arcade 4 a while den went 2 kfc cpf building 2 eat while waitin 4 ammar....shortly after dat,we saw 4 of our np officers....i was like 'ras....ras....ras' we quickly angkat kaki n left...dunnoe if dey saw us onnot.....scared sia....den we went 2 aljunied 2 meet up wif suk den go serangoon n jammed b4 fattah came....ammar was on bass... mus is not dere...so most of de time dere was no rhythm guitar...den go 2 r.asyraf place 2 play cards n watch tv,eat n chill 4 awhile...fun siarh...eat pizza...asyraf blanjer.....hahahahha...den went home wif wak,ammar n suk...me n ammar dropped off at wak's place n took 8 home....me n ammar talked bout de girls we like,life n studies....but ammar wun tell me hu he like.... so dis is de end of ma entry...peace out peepz......Freaky G outz n chillin...

2004-04-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

heiyah peepzzzz......i'm back hommies...hahhaha...feelin hip-hoppy 2nite...nvm b back 2 ma metal self 2morrow....so wad's chillin?juz now gereq went 2 play street soccer at bedok ....shiok...de first match i scared a lil coz de opponent rembat sane-sini....takot boboy....den de 2nd match i play ok arh...saved a few shots from enterin....hahah...den went home den go out again 2 buy guitar picks 4 me n ad...went home fetch ma guitar n went 2 stage 2 lpak...juz got back....tired...mayb not goin 2 np tmr coz ma fever n cough is getting worse.... can't stop coughing man....haiz...so u haven heard de last of Freaky G... peace out.....n hey de song dirt off my shoulders from jay-z is kewl man.....

2004-04-14T19:05:00.000+08:00

heiyah peepz of all ages....wulcum to de life of Freaky G...whazzzhaaaaaa? so juz now went to disco....singapore discovery centre lah....wad were u guyz thinkin?hahah....itz been fun since de 1st trip dere until i was back at home....gereq giler punya.....hahahhaha....ma group of frenz inclusive of me,r.asyraf,ad,ras,suk,ruz, wak,mal,fattah,ammar,naz,rashiddy,fidi,iyull,bob ate,talked,chill n sat 2gether since de beginnin...fun group of frenz i haf...we made fun of suk n ruz rabak giler punyer.....den we all chilled at safti theaterette n lepak2....we went to many dark places n make a lot of noise....i sat on bob n he almost suffocate...hahah... sorie bob....so durin a performance by a musician,ma group of frenz danced, clapped our hands,made a wave....n juz haf fun while the performance is goin on....gereq giler dokkk.... i took a pic wif huda n 2 oder group fotos...fun classmates i haf....wakakaka.... durin de trip back 2 skewl,i dint sleep n joined ma frenz in singing stooopid songs like telitubbies,twinkle2 little star n afew remix by afandi...n disturbed ms kaur when she is playin de digivice...back in skewl met up wif dinah n went 2 s11...akmal went home n ras,me,ad,ammar n dinah were left....n recap de daes worth of fun....lauf like kerazee....so peace out peepz.......... Freaky G outz....<--Damned 4 Life-->

2004-04-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

heiyah dere to all ma frenz....welcome back to yet another day's worth in da life life of Freaky G.... to start off...i also dunnoe where to start....wahahaha...k lahz juz now actually wanna go make IC wif ad n r.asyraf but dey cant follow....so i went back to bathe n change ma clothes....den went to ICA building by myself... orite arh but i almost fell asleep in de train...luky i was half awake....if not, die arh.....went 2 pantai to meet up wif da guyz n went home wif ad n wak(ikhwan) n i blog-hopped juz now n came across farhanah suhaimi's blog....i can't believe wad she had said at her tag-board...sumthin about charging 100 buckz for an hour,givin blowjob to sumone to satisfy his sexual lust n basically havin internet sex at her tag board askin him (dunnoe hu ah) to fuck harder....n givin out dose sounds like 'ah ah'....wad siak...it totally change wad i think of her....i tot she was decent in some waes....but to think she cud be a prostitute.....OMG!!!ulkh!!!nvm itz her life...y shud i care aniwaez?so peace out peepz n chill....Freaky G outz<--Damned 4 Life-->

2004-04-10T19:57:00.000+08:00

harlowz....juz got back from doin ma maths project wif suk,ad n r.asyraf at suk's place....haiz....damn i'm bored rite now...oh yarh...abour de wrestlemania XX...totally cool man....i love undertaker's entrance to de ring wif paul bearer.... gereq dokkkk.....nvm all de matches dat dey cut off is lame aniwae....but mayb shafiq will bring it on mondae....wakakakaka....i juz lurve john cena's match...awesome man.....haiz bored arh....k lahz....me wan go blog-hopping.... peace peepz...\m/\m/\m/

2004-04-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

harlowz again...welcome 2 another news upd8 on de life of Asyraf G a.k.a freaky G....wasshhhuuuup....haiyah...boring liaoz....first thing,went to watch HellBoy wif ruz,ad,mal....shiok dokk....den went to field to meet up wif da guyz....den went 2 ma grandma's place 2 pick up a radio....n now here i am...in da internet... surfing n blogging....hish....tmr still got NP...dunnoe wan to cum onnot....dilemma siakz.....but later on got wrestle mania XX...(20 lah)haiyah..... gonna watch it babeh.....so dis markz de end of ma entry 4 2dae...for inquieries pls tag at ma tag board.....so peace out....\m/\m/\m/

2004-04-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

heiyah....wad 2 write eh?haiz...same thing....go skool study den study summore den do art....4 once i do my art faithfully....harharhar....but boring skit ah...... den go home straight coz got speech dae rehearsals.....full-dress summore.... haiyah....waste of tyme only....during hormat de rifle almost slipped off ma hand....den after de whole speech dae thingy,i play soccer wif sum of da guyz...fidi,naz,iyull,rash,fadhil,bob,ammar,yeap,dernard,haikel n 1 st john's sir.... lawak man....kekek giler punya....fun arh but my feet damn tired....den now juz took ma bath....haiz...shit man i juz dun seem 2 4get her....u guyz got any opinions on how to get over this crap?thx n peace out...\m/\m/\m/

2004-04-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

harlowkz people of all ages n sex....all is welcome to ma blog...(BELOH)...i'm a lil belo"ish" 2dae....haiz...boring sakz....in skewl very bored...lucky got frenz ard me.....if not i dunnoe wad will happen....haiyah boring sia.....from skool go home straight....nuthin betta 2 do sia...mcm sial.....eat,slp,eat,slp...haiyah.....got hw summore....wtf man....lucky got discman....k lahz.....blog sum oder tymes...peace out....chaow...\m/\m/\m/

2004-04-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

heiyah peepz....sorie coz dint blog 4 6 daes....tired arh....well to ma frenz thx 4 wishin me a happi b'dae...ppl lyk fana,dee,ad,mal,r.asyraf,fidi n huever arh....u guyz r de best....frenz lyk u guyz will b treasured....n to suk if u wanna make a song outta dat poem,i'll think about it but it has to be very saddening....kay? well now i haf a guitar,blue in colour...my sister buy it 4 me....baik kan?well i'm almost broke.....n i still haf a trucker to buy...haiz...things are goin back 2 normal but very slowly...i kept thinkin about her....haiz....k lahz blog sum oder tymes....chaow.....\m/\m/\m/

2004-03-31T19:19:00.000+08:00

Last Poem....
memories seemed to be lost
we're starting to drift apart
is it me or is it you?
is it sumthin i could do?
i don't blame you for de problems we faced
and you wud neva be blamed....
our relationship is not more than just a feeling
binded by our hearts n souls..
though we've tried to keep it going,
problems just dun seem to leave us alone
n though we r not 2gether anymore,
it doesn't change de fact dat i still love you...
how happy i may seem
you will still be in my heart...now n 4eva
though i'm hurtin inside,
i thank you 4 de memories we had 2gether
i'm sorry if i had hurt u in any way
i thank u 4 bein dere 4 me every day...
times spent together may not b long,
it will be treasured nevertheless....

2004-03-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

heiyah peepz....news update...i've broken up wif her....does it sound expected? haiz...actually i was quite shocked arh coz i thot things wud work out juz fine... but it dint...i certainly dun blame her...thx 4 all dose memories n ur time wif me.. and to all my frens thx 4 bein dere 4 me when dis thing happen...to ras,ad,suk, akmal,fana,fidi,ifah n huever ah....u guyz make my life much betta....to suk ur msg may sound stupid but it has a meaning...when u say bout drownin sorrows in E.M.O,i think bout music....now i'm gonna really concentrate on playin da bass n my studies....though i may feel lonely,itz de only thing i cud do....so thx again to all ma frens n peace out peepz...\m/\m/\m/

2004-03-27T15:15:00.000+08:00

heiyah people....sorrie a few daes neva upd8....i'm sick arh...got fever...dats y 2dae neva go NP...not many people know though.....haiz....i dunnoe wad 2 blog about arh....yesterdae go jamming wif deathsynth...1 n half hours....my ears want to burst redi sia.....harharhar....i think dat she is rite....communication breakdown n unsolved probs here n dere....*too good of a friend can't be your stead* haiz......mayb its true....i dunnoe....but i hope she wun feel guilty when telling me dis thing.....k lahz peace peepz...love ya bryna...i'll always b dere 4 u no matter wad aight?...\m/\m/\m/

2004-03-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

heiyow....people of all ages...whazzzzhaaaaaaa????argh stress....did ma maths hw juz now n i totally suck man.....i left ma social studies bk at skool n i cant do ma freaking homework...........shit me....juz now play soccer at bdok in de rain summore....wah shiok...me fidi n ad changed at a staircase.....wakakakaka....katun ah dey all....i fell a few times...i was de only one dat fell a lot of times on da court.....now ma knuckles n elbow got scratches.... haiz....k lahz dunnoe wad 2 blog about redi...peace out...love ma bryna alot.... muackz....\m/\m/\m/

2004-03-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

a star has 5 ends
a square has 4 ends
a triangle has 3 ends
a line has 2 ends
my love 4 u has no end
our relationship has its ups n downs
just like a king wud sumdae lose his crown
i'm binded by a feeling of paranoia in ma head
the thot of losing u makes me wanna b dead
i'm scared of losing u
n hurtin u wud b de last thing i wud ever do
i'm sorry if my uncertainty has ever hurt u
'coz i really2 love u...
the times i've spent wif u
are de memories which will neva b forgotten
please dun ever leave me here alone
'coz i will neva leave u alone
i hope our love forever will not end
just like a river.....it has no end....
love ya baby....

2004-03-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

heiyah.....da BBQ pit was a total success....fuh gereq dokkk....but baby didn't cum she go ice-skatin....haiz nvm....ammar n sum of da guyz smangat hujan2 pon maseh bbq ayam....we go inside tent den sing e.m.o nye songs....hahaha klakar giler....den play soccer at 7 plus....shiok....we all bad sia....our group cheer i "suk itam" n "orang minyak"....hahahaha....playin k suk....dey rent a 2 rider bicycle...but 4 ppl hop on it...dey go a bit den fall....farnie sia.....at nite fun coz de bbq fire was like wow...soooo big.....den me,r.asyraf,ikhwan,fidi n naz taunt dere....overnite lerrrr.....only 2 ppl sleep...none oder den naz n r.asyraf... naz tido acrobatic.....fidi slp awhile....i sat out alone 4 awhile while thinkin of ma bloved baby....haiz...how i wish she was dere....took pics of da sunrise n witnessed a flock of birds feeding on de fishes.....spectacular....haiz...i really missed her when i was alone on da rockz... even though it was 4 awhile......went home at 9am on fridae...went 2 sec 1's campfire at 6.30pm....haiz...i dunnoe y i dint talk 2 her.....i haf my reasons......so went home at 10...well dis is de end...peace out...love ya baby \m/\m/\m/

2004-03-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

i hate my freaking com....rosak dokkkk....urgh....but still can use ah....well nuthin much happen...i lost my voice...i wanna go out wif her but she got camp finish 2dae...dunnoe finish wad tyme....want 2 fetch her but waitin 4 her call or msg...dat is if she will call....haiz....hope she does soon.... well peace peepz..\m/\m/\m/

2004-03-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

heiyah ppl.....itz been a long tyme since i've updated....got common tests n camp arh......haiz....boring noe?hehehe...i olso dunnoe wad 2 blog about....so take care n c ya guyz later.....n love ya baby...........sorie cannot do metal sign.... keyboard giler....

2004-03-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

my fave song by slipknot:
Left Behind
I know I know the faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures made to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered what I've done to
Calcify...

(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind,we let it all slip away

I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face
Don't even try it! You had to be a liar just to
Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning

(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind,we let it all slip away

Take...this...away...
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the holy ghost
And kill you if you get too close

2004-03-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

heiyah...wazzup people???haiz 2dae quite fun coz 1stly i had art 2ndly mr hafiz gave us a break 3rdly i got speech day rehearsal....fun arh...but da most stooooopidddd part of da dae is da fire drill...lame sia....haiz...den nvr go recess so told mr hafiz n he gave us a 30 minute break....den during art,me,r.asyraf,ruz n mus sit wif mr goh....klakar sia....r.asyraf disturb mr goh lyk hell den we all lauf until mad....harharhar....den got geog common test...susah sey...haiz...during da speech dae rehearsal,'ain almost collapsed... kesian sey dier....den went home wif suk n shasha...dey r a fun couple....hahaha den followed suk go see drumsticks...kembang sey me when shasha say i cute... hehehe...den went home....well peace peepz n I LOVE BABY...\m/\m/\m/

2004-03-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

heiyah ppl....feelin shitty coz very scared of da bio results....let me start of wif da drawing of da cell diagram....i did it wrongly...at first i do da animal cell,cell burst n crenation..den set of wif de oder questions...den at da last 5 mins,i checked ma work n i was supposed 2 draw da PLANT cell...turgid n plasmolysed... i rub away n managed 2 finish da turgid part n drew da plasmolysed part but neva deffine n label.....haiz....i'm very dissappointed in maself....but what's done is done....hope i can scrape thru...haiz...baby lost her fone...how am i gonna msg her?tell me arh...haiz....first itz ma discman den her fone...i really feel bad for her noe?haiz...nevertheless i will try 2 talk 2 her more often now dat her fone is stolen....i love u baby...peace peepz....\m/

2004-03-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

heiyah.....wazzup peepz?haiz...went home straight after school after a 'lil bit of socializin wif ma ever so krazeeee grp of frenz....aniwaez...went home sleep,blog-hop n now i'm blogging....haiz...borin but later nd 2 study 4 BIO...scared sia...i really nd 2 buck up....shit man..but no worries....i'm still me.....same 'ol Asyraf wif da G....k dats all folkz...gd luck 4 ur bio n common test peepz...signin out.... oh yah...I LOVE BRYNA....\m/\m/\m/

2004-03-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

helloooooo people of all ages....had a gd dae?hope ya did...harharhar..lame sia... niwaez juz now actually dun wanna go skool but got common test sooo dragged maself 2 skool yet again....it has been a freaking long dae u noe?haiz....mdm foo neva cum...haiyah got adrenaline rush while doin da maths paper....OMG it was really twisted n cudn't even solve 'em....i'm dead meat...luckily tmr got no paper can study 4 bio more....haizzz....sian feelin tired coz juz woke up frm ma sleep... flippin 'thru da year book n i found dat some of ma frenz were really different back then....hehehe...dat means people grow n change..so peace peepz....I LOVE BRYNA!!!\m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

hey yo...people of all ages...juz changed da blogskin...hahaha..kool rite...so niwaez,juz now went 2 c ma frens perform deir dance item at suntec city 4 da danceworks thingy...dey are good but wasted...dey did not win sooo,dun fret guyz...dere's always next year...so went home after dat n now studying while wtchin water boy....called baby juz now n i'm happi coz in malay dey say lepaskan rindu....hehehe...so peace peepz...\m/ I LOVE U BRYNA!

2004-02-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

hey yo wazzup people???feelin gd?i'm gd...know wads good???BEAT'S ME...i'm feelin krazeee 2dae...de drills n pt 2dae is quite ok arh...can handle one....den kena march wif rifle,interact wif sec 1,2....fun arh...above it all,i got 2 noe dat i passed ma corporal test n got civil defence badge...wooohooo....so now i'm a freaking corporal..so watch out ppl asyraf's in da houseeeee...nv realli get a chance 2 talk 2 baby 2dae...feelin guilty noe???haiz...i wonder hu made her mad...is it me?well it deffinitely possible....haiz...baby...sorie if i ever made u mad n 4give me...well den met up wif ma frenz...went 2 suk's place n eat n chill a while...juz got home...well peace out ppl...n love ya baby...\m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

hello people!!!!!!!woooohoooooo!!!!!i'm quite pissed off coz sum freaking idiot stole ma discman at da freaking mosque.....not me alone...rasuna,fattah n my discman was stolen...ikhwan's hp got stolen...n some cd's were stolen too.... it really pisses me off man!!!n now i haf no discman,r.asyraf's cd is inside...man it sux!!!all dose hu noe me will noe dat music is ma life...no discman no music,no music no life.....arghhhhh...if i find dat person,he'll be dead!!!k lahz i haf 2 calm down....well after dat go 2 skool wif ammar n mustaqim...play hasanur's guitar n met maryam...we helped mdm foo do sumthin n helped a few t'chers to buy food/drinks...inclusive of mrs abbas,mr hafiz,mdm foo n sum oder t'chers...den maryam met irsyad den we went home...oh yah mr hafiz blanja us drinkz....harharhar...so baik noe?so peace out n i love ya baby....\m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

heyyyy yaaaaa.....i'm feelin good....back to normal baby.....hehehei wud lyk 2 thank ma DEAREST BABY...4 approaching n talk 2 me....i really appreaciate ur concern n love ya sooo much.....i can't wait 2 see her tmr....haiz...how i wish i cud b wif her 24/7...haiz...so juz now got GOH trainin...fuh!march wif rifle...not joking......shiok sia although i haf arm strain...it is da best feelin i've ever had in ma NP years.....k lahz...u all comment on ma poem kayz?say good or not lahzz...here goes...
To Love is To Hate.....
To hate sumone whom u date,
Is a person hu shud b dead...
Then again...What is LOVE???
Is it sumthing dat is worth??
Or is it just an illusion?
Like a guitar distortion...
No one knows...
Not even my foes...
'Till death do us part,dey said...
Is it sumthing dat tempts fate?
Is it all?
'Coz wif love thou shall not fall...
I love my girl with all my heart...
N da thought of leaving her is truely hard...
N dey said to love is to hate?
Is it real or is it fake?
I love my Bryna very much...
And we will NEVER EVER part.....
I LOVE U BRYNA.....

2004-02-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

haiz...harlowz again....feelin crappy rite now....juz got hit by a soccer ball twice...by ammar n ras...hehehe..now i'm havin a real bad headache....ulkh....i am really stressed out wif ma homework,art n sum oder stuffs....moreover tomorrow haf NP GOH training....sianzzzzzz....lyk shit noe....i really dread de thot of marching non-stop but i'll b lookin 4ward 4 de rifle to b in ma arms.... haiz.....juz now i dunnoe wad happen n r.asyraf was not his usual self....haiz.... ma class is goin thru a hard tyme....since 2,3 daes ago....well i've done writing... n i've made a new fren...Shafira Amira....wonder hu she is....well peace peepz.... \m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

haizzz...still in no mood 2 blog....2dae de class was at its depression point...all of us doesn't seem 2 haf energy 4 da whole dae....ESPECIALLY me,suk,ras n r.asyraf....haiz....i m realli at ma peak of stress...da weird thing is dat i'm not stressed wif studies but sumthin else which i cudn't understand.....a feelin i've neva had b4....maybe i'm tooooo paranoid about ma relationship wif baby...i kept thinkin dat she dun lyk me animore...n dat our relationship is goin 2 fall... it may or may not come true....i seriously dunnoe....but dun get me wrong...i'n not doubting her but myself....sumtimes i kept thinking dat she's too good 4 me n dat i'm a nothing.....but nevertheless i'll treasure evri minute of her time talkin,msging,going out wif me....n i appreciate her love n care....but maself...no one noes not even me........

2004-02-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

well i'm in no mood 2 blog....juz here 2 sae dat i haf a boring life n i'm a stressed up kid living in dis freaking big werld....problems juz dun seem 2 escape me...y am i feelin dis?beats me!i dun even noe y...izzit bcoz i'm a boring person,izzit bcoz i'm a freaking loser...?i dunnoe...all i noe is dat i love BRYNA a.k.a baby...n will alwayz do..no matter wad happens...so i'm done...haf a gd life n dun b lyk me...peace out...\m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

harlowz again peepz...juz got back frm watching da match between akaml n gang against sayang's team...well akmal lost to dem 6 to 7....a gd match overall..i cud see dat dey really put in much effort 2 play de game...but in de first half dey were playing ard n not serious not until dey were down 5 to 1....den dey beat da hell out of demselves...fattah was injured...den when da match was over,we all went 2 a coffee shop n eat ice-kacang...!!!woohoo...shiok arh...n now i am TOTALLY broke.....damned....i spent sooo much..haiz...when wud i get 2 buy a guitar???haiz...acttually wanted 2 go out n see baby but she can't go out...haven finish hw...hehehehehehe...veri farnie gal...sooo dis marks de end of ma blog entry...relatively short i shud sae.... sooo peace peepz n haf a nyce life....\m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

harloww people...wtched APM yesterdae n it totally suck man...ferhad won soooo many freaking awrds....n i hate an idiot...wanna noe hu?AZMI from Ria's station....ulkh!wad a lame guy...aniwaez woke up relatively late 4 NPCC...again did not see baby coz she went 4 youth hunt....soo ras was not dere,sulaiman was not dere....helmi went 4 campcraft com...haiz it was soo damn boring....i had 2 lpak by myself....n guess wad?i was chosen 2 b in da GOH marching contingent....[Guards of Honour]shiok sia....later at speech dae i'll b marching wif a rifle on ma right hand....itz goin 2 b damn fun...harharhar...wooohooo!i am so very happy....but de rehearsals was tough man....fuh..under da hot sun den kena hentak kaki 4 a long tyme....but de honour of bein a GOH beats dat wayyyy far.....i am surprised dat baby,sulaiman,ras was not in it....mayb i'm just lucky....haiz...so went home changed ma clothes bathe den went 2 mustaqim's hse...ammar,fattah,r.asyraf was dere...i dun play ani instruments but went dere 2 k.po2...u noe???fun sia at dere...so i juz came back n tmr i will watch akmal n gang play soccer against sayang's team....sooo peace peepz....n i love ya baby...\m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

well harlowz again...didn't update yesterdae coz of some unavoidable circumstances...had ma maths test n i totally flung it good...i do anihow sia... haiz....after skewl went to eat wif andre n ana at mac....den saw baby wif soofang...went back 2 pantai 2 meet up wif da guyz....played block catching at dere...went home sleep n heard metallica's old songs like un4given n un4gven 2 very nice sia da song...wake up watched afterburn den sleep again...juz now i woke up damn late at 6.45 am....gabra sia...lincah2 go mandi and went 2 skewl w/o my art pieces....damned....luckily mr goh didn't ask 4 it....haiz...dis few daes haf been feelin shitty maybe bcoz of da wae my life has changed...since in 3e5 i've been too relaxed....n summore baby is stressed... but luckily she is not animore...pure boredom runs my life nowadays...i also dunnoe y...so juz now went 2 lasalle sia open hse...itz ok arh but i noticed dat it has old buildings...soo most of ma tyme dere i went 2 chill wif ruz,ad,ras n ammar....suk was wif shasha so dun wan 2 disturb lah...got back frm skewl played soccer a while b4 mike toh catch n went home straight away....boring sia...haizzz...so peace peepz...haf a gd life n dun b lyk me...\m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

hrlowz people.....gonna start off wif yesterdae....i had a call from andre...he ask if i was goin 2 chill wif him dat nite n i said yes coz i thot dat ad n ras was comin 2 but upon reachin andre's block,i was told dat ras n ad cud not make it due to some complicatin circumstances....so it was me n andre de whole tyme....helped him in his malay project....drew graffiti...tak lawa sakz....like shit lyddat....so andre used ma fone n called sumone dunnoe hu lah....den ask me 2 go far2... dalah he use ma hp den ask me go far2....but nvm....so went hm at ard 10 plus...juz now woke up quite late coz i was sooo tired dat i slept through da nite....even when ma fren called me...went 2 skewl had de same borin subjects...mr goh did not come 2dae soo i sat behind...i think some people frm ma class dun lyk me....dun wanna sae names arh...but u can't make evrione like u rite?...soo ignored da crap....durin english period,had a pair discussion wif syiirin...well actually i tot dat she dun lyk 2 talk but i soon found out dat she is ez to talk 2...in other words peramah....sooo played soccer 4 a while n went home...got a call frm andre..met him 2 finish up his project....soo i juz came back frm his place n i'm quite tired but haf 2 study 4 tmr's maths test....hope i can do it...peace peepz....\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-17T16:04:00.000+08:00

harlowz again....nuthin much happen...well yesterday after ud8in dis thing,i had a call from rasuna...same thing went 2 chill wif him 4 da 1 hour plus...he called me up n asked me 2 go out of my house immediately but i said i wud b late...in the end i was da first 2 come....i sat at da maze bhind masjid ghufran...den adly came n shock me.....n den dey were laufin like hell...and yah Andre also followed...he is quite a fun guy....sooo we chilled a while den ras n ad went hm at 9.i n Andre chilled under a block a until 9.30...so i went home wif ma legs.. came home den straight away go 2 slp coz very tired already....dis mornin i dreaded taf club coz must run again....lyk nuthin betta 2 do lyddat...den we had history....studied about james birch...boring sia de topic....bio was fun as usual...had pe...played netball...blahblahblah....den durin geography i sat at musfirah's place...sooo baik of her....thx mus...went 2 chill wif ammar 4 a while den went home...boring arh 2dae....so...peace peepz... \m/\m/\m/\m/

2004-02-16T19:09:00.000+08:00

harlowz again people....well did'nt actually watched moulin rouge yesterdae.... cite meleret sakz....nyanyi2 cam dak bodoh....no offence though....niwaez... woke up in da mornin feelin shitty...dun feel lyk comin actually but dragged myself 2 skewl...takot hafiz marah...time passed by quite fast actually...had history test in da first 2 periods...hope i pass...den had bio 4 2 periods...den mr hafiz talk2 wif us...de whole class was lyk laufin n laufin until recess....den we had english...test lagi...chem was next n quite fun actually coz suk sit bhind me n mus sit bside me....fun people in my class makes me happy...malay...i really hate malay...dat razali makes me sick...sooo boring...maths was fun coz get 2 sit wif ma frenz at maths rm....went 2 s11 2 eat den met baby 4 a whilw n sent her home...actually i wanna 2 follow her hm but she needs rest...sooo met ma frenz again went 2 play soccer at Andre's place....fun sia...me,khai, andre n rasuna all kena hempap...harharhar...khairul n rasshidy was jumpin on us u noe...i bumped ma head on da ground....fun arhh...met naz n chill 4 a while...went hm takin 291..saw liyanah n her new frenz but malu nk tegur.... sms her...tanye khabar....den here i am now...mayb goin 2 sms baby in a few minutes...my prepaid goin bust....haiz...n 1 more thing...hu go ma blog tag lah please....hehehe..thx peepz...well...peace out...\m/

2004-02-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

harlowz again people....yesterday watched grease n i dun get tired of it...i mean after watchin it over n over again....yesterday's Royal Rumble sux man.... de Dudleyz lost,hardcore holly lost,no one won da last man standing dat makes triple H still de champ,but at least eddie beat chavo in one of da matches...so shiok arh...me tak puas hati ngan Goldberg...come in beat da hell outta people n even de innocent John Cena....basket u noe...den dis big show eliminate John Cena...not fair sia...y must chris benoit win da rumble?nobody else arh?darah up sey...but he put up a gd fight ar considerin dat he is da first to enter....n one more thing...Eric Bischoff n Paul Heyman sux.....so woke up 2dae feelin bored... watched SPS,cartoon,so here i am...chat wif baby 4 awhile usin sms...missed her a lot....i pity her noe she like very stressed out wif all de studies n NPCC....very saddening u noe...haiz....well preparin 2 go 2 me dad's hse in a few mins tyme...gonna catch da most romantic movie later...Moulin Rouge.....sooo peace out people....\m/

2004-02-14T17:37:00.000+08:00

well nuthin much happened 2dae except 4 pure BOREDOM...oh man...i did'nt go 4 NPCC...penat u noe...yesterdae play soccer until lyk wad lyddat....leg pain ah... budden i wish i went coz i neva see my baby [bryna lah!] 4 a whole dae n it practically sux....haiz...wake up watch cartoon lah lepak at my bilik lah...all sorts of crap...and hey i've found out sumthin...i did not spoil my discman but i place my earphones at da wrong hole...[no dirrrty thots ok?!] so i listened 2 E.M.O's cd...it is like sooo nyce n my fave song is screaming pain....sooo touching... no wonder girls cry when dey hear da song....juz sms'ed bryna 2 ask her out but she's tired...hey i understand coz she haf campcraft training...hope 2 c her soon argh...gonna catch royal rumble tonite....hope either goldberg or john cena wud win....\m/
crapped in by asyraf at---->

2004-02-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

well...to start of dis thing,yesterdae me,ikhwan,ras,ammar,ad,suk,ana,akmal n dinah went out 2geder...actually 2 go buy present 4 shasha n dinah...4 valentines dae lah katerkan...as 4 me...heheh siang2 da beli....aniwaes we went 2 metro,craft,n spotlight 2 search 4 some things...very shiok ah but akmal was tired i think so he was not as loud as he was....after dat went home at 6.30 n met ad n ras again 2 wrap bryna's present....at big bookshop...after dat go lepak awhile...den juz now went 2 skewl wif a very light bag only bringing some worksheets n a textbook which i carried....me n ad brought presents 4 our gf's n put inside our bags....takot hafiz nampak...during da last minutes of da dae, me n suk quickly went 2 2n3's stall 2 place our order 4 fresh roses....i think mine will b delivered on mondae....suk n shasha was very sweet u noe... took pics 2gether...hey suk ure 1 lucky guy...den played soccer until 6.30... oh yarh i gave bryna her present at her classroom....harharhar...so dis marks de end of ma story...

2004-02-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

harlowz again....itz been a farnie dae 4 me,r.asyraf,rasuna,adly and mustaqim... went to sim lim 2 go shoppin!4 E.M.O's cds...went there taking 23 then went home with 65....after goin shoppin,went to zack johari's place to pay 4 da recording n 2 pick up their burnt cd...went 2 eat actually me n adly watched em eat as we r totaly broke n went dere w/o any money....we took da bus and sat at da top deck...very fun coz we kept laufin n laufin until one of da passengers went down 2 sit at da bottom deck...orh yah..rasuna bought his first pair of drumstickz...green and black in colour...r.asyraf dropped down at circuit road den rasuna and mus alighted at bdok resevoir leaving me n adly...followed adly 2 meet his gf...den went home...and one more thing...i spoilt my freaking discman....how am i gonna live like dis?ARGH!aniwaes peace..

2004-02-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

yay!!!finally haf my own blog...sooo people please tag at ma tag board k?thank you guyz....

2004-02-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

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